thecrimsonalchemist:

sending friends sad otp songs and waiting for them to get upset like

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toxigenics:

octobots:

"Satoru Iwata also mentioned that several other titles are in development exclusively for the New Nintendo 3DS. These will not be playable on the old 3DS models."

nice

Nintendo is the devil tbh

luhanimnida asked: ISOOLLL THAT LAST STORY NOOOOO

I am making a thumbs up sign right now. Viva tears and angst.((:

arisacake asked: hoW dARE YOU MAKE ME CRY WITH THAT FIC? THE PAIN MAN, I WAS CRYING! GOOD JOB ON TRANSLATING SUCH A LONG ASS FIC BTW

ヾ(●⌒∇⌒●)ノ I live off tears man. Be glad that I’ll probably never translate that much ever again though. Too long.

> yelling at someone who is still in shock and grief
> bc they don’t want to forgive another person who was indirectly responsible for the accident
> suddenly bringing up their past actions which has nothing to do with matter at hand in order to rebuke them

> being this awful a person


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吾輩と奴と兵長 by 茶漬け美味
Me and him and Corporal

The last of the three fics this author has uploaded. I highly recommend the others: Eren’s Letter and "Eren, I’m Here". This is over a whopping 20,000 characters in Japanese which is why it took so dang long to translate. I’ve done a way poorer job with this than the other two, but enjoy.
I am a cat. I do not possess a name yet.
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By the time I realized it, 5 years had passed since I was came into this world. Born as a stray cat, I remember that my parents were not by my side ever since I could ever remember. However, I held more than enough power to survive on my own. I could fish through the mountains of trash humans produce for food and if I put my mind to it, I can sleep just about anywhere. I have never lost a fight to any of those other stray cats. Those pet cats that occasionally stare at me through the windows when I walk through town are truly pitiful. I’m living with this much freedom, yet just how miserable those bastards must be to live their whole lives domesticated by those unsightly humans. Yes, as a matter of fact, I loathe those humans with a passion.As I said before, one of the main reasons I hate them is that I hate being domesticated and bound down for my whole life, but that’s not the only reason. The creatures called humans are anyway unsightly. People that litter on purpose throughout the city, people that suck those thin rod like things and puff out black clouds of smoke, and people who scream and cause a ruckus with their high pitched shrills like idiots. It’s all unsightly and so filthy. There was even a human back when I was young that kicked me because he thought my peculiar low pitched meowing was disgusting.How foolish they are. And it’s more cruel than anything else, but it’s the truth that the ones occupying a majority of this world are those humans.I hate humans.And recently, one of those humans I hate have started to loiter around me."Ooh, there you are. How are you feeling today?"Too bad, because you came my mood has turned for the worst.I open my mouth to say that to him, but unfortunately, humans can’t understand my words.The only thing that came out was a cry, “naaa” like an idiot. That guy misinterpreted it and said, “I see, so you were doing well” and laughed. You idiot.Whenever I hide in my recent favorite spot, under the grass, that guy will each time easily spot me. I settled down in the shadows of this apartment complex in order to avoid the humans I hate so much, and yet this guy doesn’t care a bit about the thought I put into this."You really like this place, don’t you, Levi-san."Levi is not my name.No matter how many times he shoots off that single word each time he finds me, as long as I don’t acknowledge it, that will never become my name. I do not need a name; even more so a name that a human thought up.He doesn’t take offense when I ignore him and reaches out as if trying to pet me. Of course, I won’t allow him to so easily touch me so I smoothly dodged his hand. Even so, his happy expression doesn’t change and he says please let me touch you while reaching out for me again. Absolutely not."That cold part of you is exactly like Corporal."Here we go. Today’s first “Corporal”.Awhile after he first met me, he started talking about that Corporal. Every single time he meets me now, he’ll talk as if it’s like today’s corporal time, but it’s just annoying to me. Whenever he starts talking about Corporal, he’s like a machine gun with how much and how fast he talks. On the quick side, it’ll end in just 10 minutes, but on the long side, he can talk for over an hour easily. Whenever that happens, I try looking for an opening to escape, but for some reason, whenever he’s talking about Corporal, he catches me twice as fast as usual so it’s not something I can run away from."Come to think of it, Corporal said that my cleaning was definitely not up to standard and made me start all over from the beginning…"Today’s the day to complain, huh. It’ll definitely get long if it is.I made a distant look. And I once again felt that the desire to return to the time several months ago when I lived my days in freedom. I remember the day I met him.It was during early winter when the rain had been pouring for quite some time.Every day, I would scavenge through the trash humans would throw out for something to put into my stomach. If was as usual, it would have been the time for me to be going back to my nesting place after finding some food scraps, but that day I couldn’t find enough harvest so I was in a bit of trouble. It might have been because I hadn’t ate anything in awhile, but I was exhausted. I just want to eat something. It was to the point that I thought I might die if I don’t put something in my stomach soon.I was unfortunate then, but I got even more bad luck when I was spotted by a group of crows. The crows tried to snatch away the trash I was rummaging through and suddenly scratched me with their sharp claws. If I was in my usual state, I would have been able to stave off even a group of crows, but at the time, my body was so tired that it wouldn’t listen to what I told it to do. It was a one-sided battle. It was frustrating, so frustrating that I could only just take their attacks. But, even more than that, I was so hungry I couldn’t stand it.After that, I only remember turning away and making a break for it. When I came to, I was sprawled under the shadow of grass in the rear of an apartment complex.Even under the grass, the rain flowed through and my body gradually got wet. I could feel my body grow colder from the rain and thought to myself, aah, I’m going to die here. My shaky consciousness was fading away. It was a worthless and not boring life, I quietly thought.Suddenly, I heard the sounds of feet stepping on grass nearby. Even as my consciousness gradually faded, I could tell right away that it was a human from the volume of the sound. At the time, in order to avoid the worst fate of being killed by a human, I sucked in my breath. You usually wouldn’t think you’d find a dying cat inside the grass so there’s no way I’d be found.However, the noises stopped right in front of me."Eh…A cat? Hey, are you okay?"It was a 15 year old boy.He knelt in front of me and brought out a towel from his bag and covered me in it. I was dazing off, but once he lifted me up, I came to suddenly and desperately resisted with my unmoving body and voice.I knew that I wasn’t going to be killed. But, I would rather die here than be nursed by one of those humans I hate so much.He looked surprised that I had suddenly started thrashing about, but after awhile, he gently put me back to where I was. Leaving the towel there, he left and I breathed a sigh of relief. Hearing the sounds of footsteps grow farther away, I closed my eyes thinking I was finally at ease and lost consciousness there.But after a few minutes, I could feel myself being lifted again and struggled to open my heavy eyelids. When I did, in front of me was that boy that had left me mere moments ago. He was carefully wrapping my body with some white cloth. Surprised, I cried a small scream, and noticing my reaction, he looked right at me and softly smiled. “My dad’s a vet so we always have medical supplies lying around the house. So I called my dad just now…” I could only hear parts of what he was saying so I could only understand about half of what he said.But, his “it’s alright now”, for some reason, rung clearly with me and I strangely felt at ease.I hate humans with a passion and yet, why I felt so relieved then is still a mystery to me.The next day, just like he had said, his dad the vet looked over me and properly treated me. When he tried taking me away, I fiercely resisted and in the end, he treated me in the grass outside.After a few weeks, I completely healed and my body became free.But there’s something different from before.I have made that grass as a sort of nest for myself and I showed up there everyday.And that he started calling me “Levi”."Levi-saaaaan. I brought you food."He appeared in front of me again today. It’s become a familiar site to see him carrying that small plate with food."Sorry that it’s not raw fish today. But, I got you some expensive cat food instead!"He placed the plate in front of me. But, I made a small hmph and looked away from the food, showing that I wasn’t going to eat it. He brings me food twice per day. And each time, he looks like he wants to see me eat it. But, I’ve never eaten the food he’s put out….At least, it front of him.When he leaves, I reluctantly eat it. In any case, the food he gives me was much more delicious than any of the scraps I was eating before. It didn’t smell bad; rather, it made me hungry just from smelling it. After living a life of desperately trying to survive, it was impossible that I would just leave it there without eating it. But, I didn’t want to devour it in front of him so I’ve been eating it only when I’m sure he’s gone. It’s an unspoken agreement between us."Ah, and so, today, Corporal…"Wait a minute.Stop talking about Corporal when I’m eating. If he goes on for awhile, that’s more time that I don’t get to eat. Come on, stop."Yeah! Today, Corporal was so cool! He’s practically the definition of amazing when he’s flying through the sky with the 3D maneuver gear…!"It seems I’m unlucky today. When he talks about his admiration for Corporal is when he talks the most.I grew limp on the ground. I’ve matured enough that I’ll listen to him, though unwillingly.Normal humans can’t fly through the sky. His story is strange with 3D maneuver gear and titans and 50 meter tall walls. I haven’t traveled across the world and even I know that they don’t exist so at first, I thought that he was talking about his delusions.However, when he talks about it with those beautiful, golden eyes that no one else possesses, and especially when he talks about Corporal, his eyes shine. I don’t hate that."…And so. Ah, and about the titans! To tell the truth, titans…"But any more than this will be going past my limit. Unlike dogs, I don’t know of the word “wait” and I don’t intend of learning it.Calculating when the story derailed from Corporal, I gave him a cat punch to his carefree, sloppy face.In the end, after that, I splendidly ignored all his attempts to play with me and headed to the town.It’s become a custom for me to head to town after eating the food he gives me. And this is when I go find food that I used to eat.…Is how I try to make it seem. I have no intention of looking for food so I just fish through the trash. It’s simply routine for me to take this strange action.I don’t like it. It’s almost like I’m turning into those domestic cats that were made into pathetically dependent creatures. I hated that I was being cared for by some human. Humans call that people like that pimps, but that has nothing to do with me.There are a few troubling issues I’ve run into after meeting him, and one of them is food.He has never skipped any of my meals and he always prepares two meals per day. On top of that, the food he gives me isn’t rotting like the leftovers I used to eat. My tongue has become refined and now it can’t accept the food I used to eat. This is a fatal blow to a stray.Even I started to feel panic at this. The most important thing to a stray is food. If you become a stray, if you can at least manage to get food, everything will somehow work out. To say the opposite, if you can’t prepare food for yourself, you’ll basically die. That’s how important food is. This situation in which even if I find food, I can’t eat it is extremely dangerous. It’s dangerous…yet.Whether I’m lucky or not, I find myself in a position that even if I don’t look for my own food, I can live.My stomach…isn’t hungry.Yeah, he prepares me two meals a day faithfully so even if I don’t look for my own food, my stomach is more than enough satisfied.I said whether I’m lucky or not, but in reality, it’s nothing but bad luck. In other words, the more I depend on him for food, the more my instincts as a stray will fade away.Knowing that, the right thing to do to think about leaving him, but that also doesn’t sit well with me.It sucks to admit it, but I feel comfortable in this situation. That nest is a bit of a pain when it rains, but normally, the air is refreshing and warm and it’s comfortable to live in. On top of that, it seems that place is a not well known place as I haven’t seen any other cats. So I don’t need to to fight pointless battles and can live freely. It’s also irresistible that I can get two meals everyday. Animals are all greedy so if good luck is right in front of them, they can’t just shut up and back down.In other words, if I say it short and sweet, I’m content with my life right now.I sighed. Of course, since cats don’t actually sigh, a strange “funsu” sort of noise just came out of my mouth though.I’m the one who understands the most that coming out all the way here to look for food is a pointless cause. Knowing that, I came here to not forget my instinct as a stray, a small struggle against the reality in front of me…I didn’t want to just be waiting for him at that nest.I look up to the sky. Before I knew it, it was covered in gray and huge clouds and the dim, violet sky formed a semicircle whirlpool above. It was a color of a sky from long ago. It might rain.I hate getting wet. Feeling the wet atmosphere, I grimace and turned on my heels to go back to my nest as usual.In my nest was a cardboard box with a towel underneath so even if it rains, I won’t get wet that easily. The one who prepared that was him. Of course, I won’t do anything like relying on humans. He did all of this of his own accord. On top of that, he replaced the cardboard once per week and the towel twice per week. When he noticed my gaze trying to say that you don’t need to go that far, he said, “It’s because you’re a neat freak.” A neat freak is apparently someone who hates dirty things, but since I lived as a stray, I don’t really care about getting dirty all that much. I was so focused on just living that I didn’t care much for it, and yet he said it in such a certain voice.In other words, “Corporal Levi” was a neat freak, I quietly understood.On an ordinary day, I found out that “Levi” and “Corporal” are the same person. I don’t know when it was or what he was saying when I found out, but once I realized that, I understood all his actions.Whenever he talks about Corporal, he always makes an expression overflowing with happiness. And whenever he stares at me, I could feel sort of the same thing. No, in reality, he’s actually not looking at me. Through me, he’s looking at “someone.”When I found out that someone was Corporal Levi, I easily understood what was going on. And at the same time, I felt disappointment.He told me I was similar to Corporal Levi before. I’ve never seen the actual person so I can’t say how we’re similar, but I couldn’t really understand.He’s not looking at me.When I realized that, I could feel my chest constrict and I was surprised at myself.I realized that I was hoping somewhere within me.Hoping that that “someone” was just my imagination.That I wasn’t someone’s replacement.That he would look at me————-as a single cat.Feeling his kindness and warmth, I started strongly feeling that way.How stupid. I scorn at myself, but because I’m a cat, I realize I can’t laugh.I said I hated humans and yet here I am because of some human brat. I’ve become a small being without even realizing it. Maybe at this moment I realized my feelings? Or maybe when he started giving me food? No, from the moment we met, I might have gone all wrong.They say that hate and love are two sides of the same coin. The opposite of like isn’t always hate. Even though I had always said I hated humans, maybe somewhere deep within me, I had wished for them to hold an interest in me. Those small strays that I had ridiculed before and my brothers and parents that had abandoned me.I might have just wanted someone to acknowledge me.No one stretched out a hand to me. No one loved me. No one would even look at me.And even he who appeared in front of me is only thinking of someone else who isn’t me.Even the day he desperately saved me and said those warm words, “it’s alright now.” It might have all been because I was similar to Corporal Levi. Even if I know this now, there’s nothing I could do about this pain in my chest I felt. From the day, I closed off my heart to him even more.Only able to focus on Corporal Levi, he doesn’t notice.And that again made me sad.Absentmindedly drowning in my mental state, I reached the nest before I knew it.I tried putting a lid on these feelings that might burst out at any moment and walked up to the nest.At that moment, almost as if it was waiting for the right timing, rain water splashed upon the ground and the storm turned into a heavy pour. Surprised by the sound, I quickly dived into the cardboard and under the towel. When I dived in, I could see black clouds swarm above in the sky in an eerie way.Come to think of it, ever since I met him, there were plenty of days it rained, but it’s the first time that it’s been this rough. It might be around time that he would give me my second meal of the day, but would he come to me in this pouring rain? If he was like other humans I’ve seen up till now, he would think of it as a pain and leave me out here.But, I was certain he would come.After awhile, the rain became a mist and you couldn’t even see an inch ahead of you. In the downpour, I could see one figure. It was running towards me. It was him."Levi-san! Are you okay!?"Aah, he came.I was certain he would come and yet actually seeing him in front of me gave me a wave of relief.Ignoring the mud dirtying his clothes, he knelt by me to look at me. If I looked closely, he was already soaking wet and in his hands held a long umbrella, but it seemed that it had broken like a branch cracked right in half.I was also soaking wet along with the cardboard and towel and was frozen to the core. That’s right, I realized just now that I was trembling from the cold."You’re so wet…I’m sorry, if only I had checked the weather forecast properly, it wouldn’t have turned out like this…Let’s go to my room right away."He must be able to see the state I’m in from there. He stretched out his long arms as if to carry me away. But, out of reflex, I scratched his right hand and sharply threatened him.I was scared.Not only of him. I was scared of myself for depending even more on a human. I was scared of becoming even more reliant on someone who looks through me at someone else, someone who might abandon me at any moment. The uneasiness that absorbed my thoughts earlier overflowed.—-You’re not even looking at me.—-You’d abandon me if I wasn’t like Corporal.I let out a low growl knowing he wouldn’t understand, but he looked terribly hurt.I came back to my senses.No matter how I acted, he always laughed, yet he hasn’t laughed even once for some time now. And he’s not wearing his normal clothes or school uniform. He was wearing completely black."I’m sorry. You hate me after all."He whispers in a voice that disappears into the air, but I can’t do anything about it."I don’t think I’ll be able to bring food tomorrow. I’m sorry."He only says that and quickly withdraws his arms from my body. Feeling the warmth leave, I felt immensely lonely despite it being the consequence of my own actions"I think it’ll be a bit cold, but…" He says while taking the bag draped across his shoulders and facing it away from the strong wind and rain as if to protect me. Then, he slowly stood up.Without turning back, he walks back to from where he came from. That back was endlessly black and lonely that I unconsciously let out one cry. That was quickly drowned out by the rain though.The next day, he didn’t show up in front of me even once.That day I went out and found leftovers for myself, but it couldn’t compare at all to the food he gave me. My stomach easily endured it and I found out that even now, I could live as a stray.In the end, the next time I saw him was after a day had passed.That day it was also raining.Ever since I met him, it didn’t rain much, but recently, it’s been raining constantly as if to make up for lost time.And today, he was in front of me.Even though it was better than two days before, it still couldn’t be called a light rain. Facing that, he knelt on both knees in front of me. His expression was “nothing” throughout. His face that had always been so innocent and full of life was now silent. Even I could tell he was different from normal. He was almost like a different person. He started talking and I quietly listened.According to him, a week ago, his father died in a traffic accident.At first, it didn’t really hit him so he laughed like normal for a couple days, but a few hours before the funeral, thought to himself, aah, he died, and realized that at last. Apparently, they were almost estranged with how his father was always so busy they could hardly keep in touch so he says the day he treated me was lucky. In reality, apparently that day was the last time he saw his father.Ever since his mother died when he was young, his father devoted himself to his work and ignored his own son. Without being able to heal the wound of losing his mother, he was treated coldly by his father and lived life always losing his temper and lashing out at others. After a couple years, he gave up on his father who never came home and grew used to this environment, feeling that his father was almost like a stranger.But even so, when he actually realized he’s dead, he understood just how much he loved his dad. He said that he felt about the same amount of pain when he had lost his mother while staring at the ground shaking."You know my relatives, even though they treated us like we didn’t even exist up until now, all the sudden, they’re talking about the inheritance."Humans are such disgusting creatures.He said the same words that I had once said in the past. You’re right. Humans are so unsightly and rotten to the core.He probably has nothing left. I only understand that his veterinarian father died, but from observing him, I can tell that he’s lost everything precious to him.He looked like he had thrown everything away.He breathed out a little, breathed in, then breathed out again. He looked like he’d die any second that I got scared."I’ve lost everything precious to me. Nothing’s scary anymore."He says he’s not scared, yet he stays there and whispers that he’s scared that he has no desire to live in a voice small it almost disappears.I can just die like this.When I heard those words, I widened my eyes in shock and leaped onto his lap. He’s widening his eyes now. That’s to be expected though. I haven’t allowed him to touch me ever since he nursed me back to health. And it was also the first time that I was the one to touch him. “Levi-san…?” he quietly whispers. I gave him the biggest cat punch I’ve ever made right into his stomach. I can hear him groan above me, but it doesn’t matter to me. As if going in for the final blow, I headbutt him in the stomach again. Then, I rubbed him there with my head.—-Don’t say stupid things like dying.The relationship between cats and humans is so inconvenient. Even if I try to relay my thoughts through words, he won’t get it and won’t understand me. On top of that, he’s an extremely rare stupid one even amongst humans. If I don’t act like this, he won’t be able to understand what I’m trying to tell him.This was the first human that I had to fuss over so much. And it was also the first kind hearted human I’ve ever met."Don’t die, idiot," I meowed. I know this won’t reach him, but I can’t stand here without saying it. I say it over and over again."Le, vi-sa…"I hear him sobbing and his voice trembles. He carefully wraps his arms around my back as he weeps. I don’t resist and lean on him with my head pushing onto his stomach. I stayed there till he cried his fill.He must have not been able to cry till now. He’s stubborn in strange areas so he must have been holding it in. He tells me to depend on him, but then he himself never depends on anyone.He lost his last blood relative, is surrounded by filthy adults, and yet he still forced himself to act as if nothing was wrong. Even though he’s the one who’s feeling the most pain, going through the most agony, and wanting to cry the most.He’s still an immature and young———simple child after all.So he can cry all he wants now. Cry and cry and cry till he’s satisfied…Then when this sky clears, I want to see that warm smile that calms me like an idiot.That’s what I thought.Ever since that day, I’ve stopped thinking about anything complicated.I pushed my pride as a stray and my disgust towards humans into a corner of my mind and focused on thinking only about the present.And, I started to change my attitude towards him.First, I allowed him to touch me just a little bit.I let him do what he wants when he reaches out his hand. Until then, I had always stubbornly refused to allow him to touch me so he was overjoyed when I first quietly allowed him to touch my body. If he ruffles me around like a dog, my fur would stand up and I would kick away his hand and throw him a punch, but even then, he looks pleased. Then it gets worse. It’s a bit terrifying when he snuggles up to me saying cute, cute.Of course, if he keeps touching me for a long time, I would raise my claws without mercy, but letting him off with just that is a big compromise on my part.It’s not like I’m embarrassed or anything.Second, I’ve started giving him presents.He lost all his sources of income when his father died, so he’s been living by using his savings ever since. He could use the inheritance from his father once his savings run out, but it seems like he’s thinking of that as a last resort. Every single day he works part-time early in the morning and late in the night so he can lessen the amount that he has to take from the inheritance, even if it’s just a little bit.When I found out about that, I thought that it’s so difficult for humans to live.If you don’t have money, you can’t eat. You have to work to get that money. As a cat, I just couldn’t understand that.Compared to before, his lifestyle has become rougher. But even so, no matter what happens, he would never forget my food.He would stealthily put breakfast right by where I sleep in the morning before he leaves and before he leaves for his second job after school, he would prepare dinner.I felt bad.I never thought that I would feel this way towards a human, but right now, I honestly felt that way.It’s become hard for even him to eat, yet the food he gives me are high quality just like the months before. I understand that he’s busy. I wouldn’t have any complaints if he gave me just his leftovers.However, even if I make noises trying to tell him to lower the quality of the food, I know that he won’t understand even 1 mm of it. Rather, if I feel like it’s just too much and don’t eat it, and try to go eat the leftovers he doesn’t put out for me, he looks like he’d misunderstand and think I wanted some even higher quality stuff. No, he definitely would. Without thinking about his lifestyle right now, he would bring out Thai food without blinking an eye. For some reason, I’m positive he would.In other words, no matter what I do at this point, I found out that my food quality won’t go any lower than this.However, I’m not gonna let him just do whatever he wants. That’s why I started bringing presents as revenge to that kid who keeps prioritizing me over himself.The first gift I gave him was a four-leaf clover.Humans value four-leaf clovers as a symbol of good luck or so I’ve heard. I don’t know what’s so good about this piece of grass that doesn’t even taste good. But, it took a lot more effort than I had anticipated to find one. I unconsciously nodded my head. Maybe it does warrant its value.His reaction when I gave him the four-leaf clover was the best. No, it might be even more than that. He was so moved he started crying and took tons of pictures of me and the clover from all sorts of different angles with that electronic thing called a smartphone. To be honest, I was a little creeped out. “I love you, Levi-san. I love you! Thank you!”. He kept repeating that and in the end said, “Pressed flower…No, I gotta soak it in formalin…” in a completely serious face so I assume that he was pleased…I think.Ever since that day, I’ve started bringing him presents everyday. A minimum of one and sometimes two when I can. I’ve gotten used to see him revving up his smartphone every time. But, when I brought him a live rat one time, he let out a shriek, so I’ve stopped bringing him live things.Third, I’ve decided to not think too deeply about Corporal Levi.Despite what he said, he didn’t stop talking about Corporal. 10 minutes is considered short while he can easily talk over an hour. It’s no surprise whenever he opens his mouth and the word ‘corporal’ pops out. It seems that Corporal’s existence is bigger in him than I had initially thought so just as I thought, the Corporal wasn’t someone I could do anything about.If I was a human, would he see me as a replacement for Corporal?When I come to, I’m always thinking of that. Even if I think about it, ‘what if’ will always stay ‘what if’ and will never come true. Even if I was a human, there is no chance that I could become that Corporal who occupies so much of his heart.The corporal’s existence, in the end, is something that I really don’t know much about. Is it his dream? Fantasy? Even if I want to ask him what sort of existence he was to him, obviously he doesn’t understand cat language and I can’t ask him. Completely unaware of my feelings, he once again starts talking about that unknown existence known as Corporal while shining those pretty eyes that sparkle with that beautiful color.But, even if I’m just using my instincts, I’m almost certain that that Corporal or whoever doesn’t exist in the present time. The ends of my mouth started rising unconsciously and I realize that because I’m a cat, I can’t smile. But even so, I was satisfied.There’s no way that the Corporal or whoever who was apparently so similar to me wouldn’t fall for this stupidly honest and straightforward child. Let’s say that my instincts are right and Corporal doesn’t exist. Then it must be mortifying for that Corporal that I’m the one who’s by his side. I’m well aware that this is such a childish desire to monopolize, but I was filled with a sense of superiority that I could so easily do something that Corporal couldn’t do.Look at the two of us together and shrivel with regret. The one closest to him right now is me!…Well, that’s me thinking positively so I’ve tried not thinking about Corporal since he’s not very good for me personally.Awhile ago I was doing everything I could to stay away from him, but before I realized it, I was interacting with him out of my own accord. It’s like I’m a piece of pottery he can manipulate however he likes, but I know that’s nothing I can do about that at this point.It’s a bit embarrassing to admit it now, but I’ve realized that it was actually something that I wanted, and wanted so much I could hardly help myself. I still can’t bring myself to like the name “Levi” that he gave me and I have no intention of accepting it, but I’ve started to react to that name whenever he calls it.However, whenever I see him look so happy whenever he sees me respond to it, I feel my heart feel satisfied.I have yet to know his name.He refers to himself with “I” and he’s never introduced me to any of his friends so I’ve never had a chance to find out his name. Actually, I don’t even know if he has any friends. When his father the vet came over, I was so guarded against humans that I didn’t catch his name.And it is him after all so all he talks about is Corporal and never does he speak about himself.He might be thinking that he had already introduced himself to me already. No, well, when we first met, even if he told me his name, I probably didn’t have any intention of remembering it and you’re just an idiot if you go and formally introduce yourself to a cat.It’d be a lie if I said I don’t want to know his name, but I guess for now, I’m fine with how things are now. There will be a ton of chances from here on out and even if I try to say anything, he won’t understand anyway.Even if I say his name or not, if I purr even once, he lights up with joy.I know that so I feel like it’s okay even if I don’t know his name.It’s been almost half a year since I met him.Spring is coming."Levi-saaaan. I brought food."Today he appeared in front of me. He was holding a small plate with food as always."I splurged a bit because I got a raise recently so today’s tuna sashimi!"He placed the plate in front of me. But, I made a small ‘hmph’ and turned away from the food, showing I wasn’t going to eat it. He’s been preparing food twice a day as always. And again, as always, he wants to see me eat that.If I was like how I had been up until now, I would have moved away and sneakily ate it away from view, but now I eat it in front of him without minding his gaze. Now I just turn away as if saying that I won’t eat it, then I eat it like, there’s no helping it so I’ll eat it. Very high on my horse, but this is a part of me and there’s no changing it.However, even still this was a huge step for me and he always says “Levi-san, tsundere! Cute!” and pets me so the end result is all right I think. But don’t pet my head while I’m eating. It’s hard to eat."Ah, and you know what. Today, Corporal was…"There he goes. Today’s Corporal.Unlike before, I don’t end up not being able to eat and being forced to listen him talk about Corporal, but I still don’t really like Corporal so if I do end up listening to him talk about him, it’s obvious that I won’t feel very happy.However, I know that he likes talking about Corporal. No matter what kind of story he tells today, I end up making an imitation of a listening pose while in fact, listening to him. I think about all of this as if it was about some other person, but anyway, I quietly waited for him to talk.But, he won’t start talking for some reason. He just quietly pets my head and in a small voice, whisperes something. His voice was so small that I couldn’t catch what he said. I unconsciously make a sound as if asking him to repeat it, but he starts talking before I could."Corporal’s expression was so sad. I had never seen him that sad."He quietly laughed and I couldn’t help but widen my eyes.This was different from the way he had talked before like he was having so much fun. It was the first time he talked like he was so lonely."And he said this, ‘I’ll come for you’."When we win this battle, I will find you without a doubt."So I said, ‘I’ll be waiting’."However, unlike the contents of his story, his expression looked refreshed. As he had let go all at once all of the weight he’s taken on upon himself, he looked as if all the obligations and chains that had tied him down were gone and he had finally achieved freedom.And his face then was, out of all the expressions I had seen up until then, the most beautiful.At the same time, for some reason, I felt like he was going to go somewhere far, far away. I was hit with a rush of uneasiness.I tugged as his sleeve and desperately meowed “nyaa” while looking at him in the eyes. Seeing that, he widened his eyes for a second, then kindly smiled at me. He had never understood my words before, but for the first time, he spoke words that seemingly came from understanding of my intentions. “I won’t go anywhere.” I was slightly shocked, but I doubted my ears after hearing his following words. “So…”"I won’t talk about Corporal anymore."For a second, I didn’t understand what he was saying.Whether he was aware of my feelings or not, he didn’t change his expression and looked up to the clear sky with that same smile on his face."I gave up on him. I know that no matter how hard I try, it’ll be useless. So, it’s enough already…" Give up on Corporal about what, try hard on what, what was useless, what’s enough already? I didn’t know, but maybe he had tried looking for Corporal and I just didn’t know.He’s the type to not consider the consequences. He must have changed his part-time job hours and put even a little bit more time into finding Corporal. I still don’t know what sort of person Corporal is. But, I know how obsessed he is with Corporal.How did he feel while continuing to think of him alone, yet never finding his loved one?And how is he feeling right now after saying that he’ll give up that loved one?"I’m already happy enough as it is." He says as he lifts me up. I don’t even know if I should be happy or not. But, he says it’s fine like this so it probably is. I’ll live only thinking about the present. I’ve decided that so it’s probably fine to bring an end to this case.However, I still couldn’t help but feel jealous of the Corporal who occupied all of his thoughts even to the very end.In the afternoons, I take a walk to the town.He piled on the part-time jobs during the long spring break so recently he’s been coming home early. After I finished eating today too, he quickly rushed off to school. He said that he doesn’t have that committee or whatever today so he’ll be back home early so I was in a bit of a good mood. Determined to bring him a present today, I went through various roads and narrow passages and soon it got dark. Wondering whether it’s time for him to be back home yet, I walked back the way I came from with a cosmos flower in my mouth.As I thought, I can’t bring myself to like humans.If I go out to town, I see many filthy humans. People that litter on purpose throughout the city, people that suck those thin rod like things and puff out black clouds of smoke, and people who scream and cause a ruckus with their high pitched shrills like idiots. It’s certain that you’ll see those sorts of people if you go out into town and each time, you’ll realize how unsightly humans are.However, if I had to correct that a bit, it’d be how there are humans with kind hearts like him. He’s an impulsive brat that can’t keep still, but because he’s like that, he could become a honest human filled with a sense of justice. The humans that I have seen in my life are just a small part of them in the world. I realized that after meeting him.So I decided to forgive humans. It’s not like it was an issue of forgiving or not, but I felt like that way of putting it fit.Even without the existence of Corporal, he said he would always stay by my side. For allowing me to meet him, I thanked the god that I had never believed in before.When I think about the days I’ll spend with him, will I think of my life before as boring and dreary? I see, then I’d realize just how happy me and him are. I couldn’t help but start to dance from this happiness, but then I realized I’m a cat so I can’t dance.I was on cloud nine. But that doesn’t mean I wasn’t cautious, but suddenly, I wondered what type of person Corporal was for some reason. Even if I had decided to not think about him, in the end, the existence known as Corporal became something that could not disappear from within me. The human known as Corporal was vague, but because he was vague, I thought about him.Kind, strong, cool, a person who cared about his comrades. He evaluated the Corporal like that, but what did he look like?A person slipped by me. In the middle of the city filled with people, I unconsciously followed that one person with my eyes.It was a male. He was a little shorter than average and wearing a black business suit like a normal business man. His hair was black and cut short and the back of his head was trimmed down.I stopped moving without thinking and widened my eyes.It was because for one moment, I saw black and white wings grow on that man’s back for some reason.When I realized it, I was running towards him.Wait. Stop.Crying that out, for some reason my feet were chasing after that man. Slipping through the crowds, I desperately chased after that man. I had dropped the cosmos I had intended as a present for him in my chase, but I didn’t even look back. Anyway, I was desperate and desperately chasing after that man’s shadow. I could feel the beat of my heart get faster and faster. This throbbing was definitely not only because I was running with all my might.Why? Why? Even if I think that way, I couldn’t stop. I could feel my hands and feet get colder and colder. My senses and view started to tinge with white like fog.Wait.Now matter how much I scream that out, the man faced straight ahead then turned at the corner.I had felt that cat language was inconvenient when dealing with humans before, but you didn’t have to give me another incident to feel this all over again. I unconsciously try to click my tongue but I realize that because I’m a cat, I can’t click my tongue.I shake my head back and forth. Stop thinking useless things. Only think about chasing after that man.Why am I chasing this man? Why am I chasing this man so desperately? I don’t know. However, in my head, I could hear a voice say “chase him”.Chase him, catch him, look at his face, no…Then do what after that?I could hear the sound of cars honking.For a moment I didn’t know what had happened.But I could feel whatever was wrapping me was very warm and comfortable so I felt as ease even if I didn’t know what was going on.But, I could feel what was wrapping me gradually grow cold and that it’s feeling was getting worse.What is going on?I opened my heavy eyelids. My vision was swaying around and the first thing I saw was my body lying horizontally.I questioned what was going on.Why? I should have been a black cat since the moment I was born, but my body right now is not black, but rather covered in a bright red.I realized then that it was blood.I see, this is blood. Why am I shedding blood? No, but nothing hurts and I don’t feel any pain. And what is covering me right now?I easily stood on my four legs.My vision slowly grew clear. I was right in the middle of an intersection in the city. That’s right, I was chasing that man. I must have been so focused that I jumped out into a place like this.My memories gradually grow clear.I wasn’t thinking then and jumped out here, then…?I look around, then behind me and my eyes fall upon the true identity of what was covering me and I gasp.He was collapsed there.My mind goes completely blank.Why, why, why are you here? Why are you laying there?I was in a panic from seeing a person that shouldn’t be here. I mean, right? He went to school and should have returned home already.I realized his surroundings were tainted with the color of blood. That continued to where I had walked forward earlier.I then realized that this blood that was covering me was his."Le…vi-san…"I came back to my senses from his strained voice.We’re at the intersection. Right by are the marks made from a car suddenly braking. Him. And his blood.A, aah…"I’m glad…that you’re safe. Before I went home, I went to town, then I saw a black cat leap out into the road and I thought, is that Levi-san, so…"I rushed up to him.I understood. I understood everything and I wanted to kill myself for my rash actions.He protected me and got run over by a car.More and more people start coming over.However, they all stand from a fixed distance and just stare. No one comes near. They look at him and whisper words of pity amongst themselves, but none want to get involved in the accident.What heartless humans. A child protected a cat, and collapsed covered in blood, yet no one lends out a hand.I knew it, I hate humans. I hate all of them except him! Humans are all filthy, unsightly, and rotten to the core!I couldn’t help but feel fury towards them. And above all else, I felt anger towards myself who put him through this.I looked up and saw that the man I was chasing earlier was a part of the crowd. I finally managed to see his face.He was some youngster in his early 20s with a filthy face full of pimples. Looking this way, he paled and trembled his body.For some reason, I felt that he was “wrong”, but I don’t care about that now.I clung onto him. Get it together, I express with my whole body.However, he won’t stop bleeding. The wound I had when we first met is nothing compared to this.At this rate, he really will die.I have to call for a doctor. I feel that way, yet I don’t know where a doctor or even a hospital is. The people around are saying something like they called an ambulance, but that won’t make it in time. My instincts told me that.As if shouting, I cried out to him.Pull yourself together! Don’t you dare die!He was repeating shallow breaths. I shuddered when I heard ominous sounds from his throat. His eyes were already out of focus and I can’t feel any life from them. That golden color that was always so beautiful is now cloudy.I trembled.He’ll die.I sensed that at this rate, he will surely die.Scared, I’m so scared. I trembled with fear.In the middle of the spreading blood, he’s collapsed. My hands grow redder and redder, covered from blood.A flashback like a revolving lantern."Blood""Him""Monster""Eaten by monsters—…"I started to panic from these visions.However, facing him as he continues to grow cold, I strongly, shrilly, as if to tear, shout.…Don’t mess with me.Don’t mess with me…As if I’d let you die here!No matter the situation, you’re a suicidal bastard who just doesn’t know when to give up, right!? Are you planning on giving up here!?Live! Open your eyes and look at me!I’m telling you to look at me!!Eren!!!!Which of us was the one to gasp?Eren…?What is Eren? What sort of word is that?Who was the one who screamed “Eren” moments ago? Was it me?I was shocked at the words I screamed. “Eren”…And “suicidal bastard”. I had no recollection of these words.However, while I was confused, Eren who had a fuzzy consciousness till now suddenly gained just a little bit of light back into his eyes."…poral…"A small tear fell from his eyes. Scowling and repeating a cycle of rough breaths, he ignored his worsening breathing and spoke."You…remembered. I thought, it was impossible."Saying that, he reached out with his trembling hand and touched my cheek. He was smiling so bright and crying."I had always been waiting."I didn’t know what was going on.In the first place, I had been speaking cat, yet why is he acting as if he could understand what I, a cat, was saying?I became even more confused.I couldn’t understand what he was saying at all.I shouldn’t have been able to understand and yetAnd yet,"I" could understand everything he was saying."I’m sorry."Who’s voice is this?"I was supposed to have come for you…"I can hear a voice in my head. From my mouth, each word flows out of its own accord.In that moment, I remember.Everything and everything, him, and with him——all my memories with Eren.3D maneuver gear, titans, walls, Recon Corps, comrades, Eren.That’s right. I recognize this scene.In the past, Eren protected me from a titan and became covered with blood. I had always seen it.He looked only at me and continued to smile to the very end.I know everything. The you from the past and our meeting, memories, death, everything.Because no matter what time it was, "I" was always by your side.In my overflowing memories, me and "I" swallow each other up and morph into one form almost as if we’re melting into each other.Aah, that’s right.I’m "Levi".As the Corporal of the Recon Corps, I was an existence that protected you.Eren.Eren, Eren, Eren…!I finally found you. I finally met you.That’s right. When you had lost your arm and leg to a titan and was about to die, I vowed."I’ll come for you.""When we win this war, I will find you without a doubt."I promised that.You always remembered that. You didn’t forget. You waited for me.That made me incredibly happy. The fact that Eren always thought about me no matter the time made him so precious to me. I love him. He’s precious to me. I want to protect him.But,"Eren, Eren. Don’t die, please."Why?"It’s probably impossible…My internal organs are already done for. My head too. The blood won’t stop…"I turned into this small form and lost my memories so in the end, I couldn’t come for you. And I caused you to die again.Even after looking at me pathetically cling onto him, Eren just continues to smile. Happily, as if I’m precious,—-Exactly like he did on the day he was eaten by a titan. He protected me again and again, he will die.I felt anger start boiling from the pit of my stomach at this reality that I could do nothing about.Anger at Eren who doesn’t value his own life and at myself who could do nothing about it."…Don’t kid with me. Are you going to selfishly protect someone then go off and die again!?"I know I’m being unreasonable.If I’m being protected by this brat, it means that the me now and in the past was just a weakling full of openings.It was so aggravating and pathetic that even that part of me was reborn and has failed to change.. "Selfishly dying, with no regards to the one who’s left behind, huh. You really are an undisciplined brat!"Accepting the words that were born from me venting my anger, Eren simply said, “I see. It seems, I still have a ways to go still.”Does he not understand the situation he’s in right now? Smiling as if he’s full of happiness, he’s only moments away from death.From the “past”, I’ve seen a countless number of my comrades die in front of me, so judging from the wounds Eren has, I can’t help but understand.Eren can’t be saved.Eren will die here now."Aah, that’s right! You’re not disciplined enough at all. So, you have to stay by my side!""Yes", Eren obediently nods.That action alone fills me with grief."Be by my side forever. I’ll re-discipline you as many times as it takes!""Yes.""No matter how many times, no matter where you go, I’ll find you, and catch you. Don’t think you can run away from me.""…Yes.""I’ll go see you…This time for sure, I’ll come for you! So, next time, wait for me…!""…Ye..s.""In our next life, no matter what form I become, I’ll keep looking for you. So, next time for sure, next life for sure…!!"Let’s become happy together.Eren didn’t respond.Eren’s hand that was pressed up against my cheek slowly fell towards the ground as if it was sucked down.Eren was laughing.Happily, as if he was full of joy, he died.That filled me with a precious feeling that I could hardly contain.The sound of the sirens of an ambulance from somewhere rang about. My wandering consciousness was finally brought back to reality. There, I looked over Eren again.Eren was dead. He wasn’t breathing and his pulse was stopped. Eren was indeed dead.I tried touching his cheek, but the warmth that should have been there was gone.It was very cold. I feel almost as if from the very beginning he wasn’t alive.No, that’s wrong. He was indeed alive.Ever since the day he found me in the rain and nursed me back to health, he had always been living.He gave me kindness.He taught me warmth.He gave me a name. He gave me delicious food.He stroked my cheeks. He embraced me.Even if I was curt or cold, he accepted it all. By my side, he always watched over me.Happiness, fun, sadness, sweetness—-all things I had never experienced before, he was the one who gave them all to me.The past, present, and future—-he offered them all up to me.That Eren, now and in the past,I did in fact, truly and deeply love him."Aaa, aaa…AaaAAAAAAAAAA!!!!"My tears wouldn’t stop.I see, Eren.You died, huh.You died again, huh.I’ll protect you—-I said such exaggerated things, yet in the end, I let you die again.That reality mercilessly, sharply bared its claws at me. Sorrowful, painful—-lonely.The humans carried Eren who was already not breathing onto a white car.Unable to do anything about it, I blankly stared in a daze. Doing nothing but cry, I continued to cry out Eren’s name.I cried and cried, and continued to cry till my tear ducts dried up.Four days passed.After Eren died, I walked without end.I have no destination. There is no last stop. I continued to walk without a road and without meaning.Having thrown away all my emotions, I was a cat that was to die. I thought nothing as I simply kept walking and walking on. Without drinking or eating anything, I kept on moving my legs.No matter if my legs became wet with blood, no matter if I used up all of my strength, no matter how thin I got, I just walked and walked.On the morning of a week and two days after Eren died, I quietly died in the shadows of the grass at the train station.I am a falcon. I do not possess a name yet..By the time I realized it, 12 years had passed since I came forth into this world.I was weak when I was young and in the wild.Thanks to nursing from humans, I was able to stay alive. An animal shelter took care of me when I was weak and even after I recovered, I continued to stay there.After awhile, one of the workers there took me in and I ended up living at that man’s daughter’s house.Humans are creatures that live in cramped small boxes.When I thought of how I’d also be put into one of those small boxes, I felt absolute disgust, but because the daughter’s house was in the countryside, it had a lot of green so I didn’t feel constrained.The land the daughter owned was wide and it was a pretty liberating environment so I was able to live freely.And that daughter was also a kind hearted human.Her hair was a beautiful black that reached down her back and her face was also attractive to the eye. She would be considered a beauty to humans.I don’t hate humans, but at the same time I don’t like them.While I was still in the wild, the animals I met in the forest all grumbled that humans are evil.However, if I think about the humans who took care of me and nursed me, not all of them must be bad.And this daughter too is also not a bad person.The daughter lived in a countryside house made of wood.I surprisingly liked this house that was different from the other houses that boasted hard concrete.I was also very happy when they made a perch from a branch of a very large tree.I usually freely fly around in the sky or forest, but when the daughter makes a signal, I slip through the window of the house and come to a stop on the perch.According to the daughter, a person that had been in Tokyo till now has come back since a week ago.On top of that, that person’s belongings will be moved into this house today and from tomorrow on, they will live together. The daughter seemed very happy.I couldn’t understand what sort of feeling that “happy” was, but it wasn’t a bad thing that the daughter was in a good mood, so I didn’t think too deeply upon it.Knock knock, I could hear the sound of knocking on the door to the house.The daughter ran up to it with a delighted expression and I figured that it must be the person she was just talking about.The daughter opened the door and across the door was one man.He looked to be around 30 years old, but you could also say he looked like a young man. He might have a baby face.The man greeted the woman and then moved his eyes towards me and gently, kindly laughed.Cautious of this man I didn’t know, I carefully observed his movements, but then the man approached me without hesitation.He came right by me and stared straight into my eyes. Keeping that kind smile on his face, he whispered to me, almost as if he was talking to himself."In the end, you didn’t come for me. You liar, Corporal."It seems you were one step too late. He laughs, then shows me his left hand.On that left hand, on the ring finger, was the exact same beautiful silver ring that the daughter had.

吾輩と奴と兵長 by 茶漬け美味

Me and him and Corporal

The last of the three fics this author has uploaded. I highly recommend the others: Eren’s Letter and "Eren, I’m Here". This is over a whopping 20,000 characters in Japanese which is why it took so dang long to translate. I’ve done a way poorer job with this than the other two, but enjoy.


I am a cat. I do not possess a name yet.

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「エレン、俺はここにいるぞ」/「茶漬け美味」の小説 {please do not remove source}

Okay I didn’t mean to translate so much like wow. Paraphrased some parts in the beginning because honestly wasn’t planning on doing it all. Everything this writer writes is so sad.
The novel this pic is for is about Eren losing his sight because of the toll it takes on his body to transform into a titan. Even as his body falls apart, he isn’t allowed to stop transforming as that would lead to his execution by the higher-ups in the government. Feeling guilt over previously enjoying experimenting on Eren, Hanji now wears a blank expression as she is forced to continue her experiments. Eren doesn’t blame her, denying her apologies. Taking her hand into his own, he whispers that it’s warm, so very warm. 
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isolilili:

ereri-is-life:

「エレン、俺はここにいるぞ」/「茶漬け美味」の小説

 {please do not remove source}

Okay I didn’t mean to translate so much like wow. Paraphrased some parts in the beginning because honestly wasn’t planning on doing it all. Everything this writer writes is so sad.

The novel this pic is for is about Eren losing his sight because of the toll it takes on his body to transform into a titan. Even as his body falls apart, he isn’t allowed to stop transforming as that would lead to his execution by the higher-ups in the government. Feeling guilt over previously enjoying experimenting on Eren, Hanji now wears a blank expression as she is forced to continue her experiments. Eren doesn’t blame her, denying her apologies. Taking her hand into his own, he whispers that it’s warm, so very warm. 

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エレンの手紙 by 茶漬け美味
Eren’s Letter

Another novel translation because I realized I like suffering. Same author as the last one I translated, "Eren, I’m here". Because the way it was written this one was a lot more challenging so hopefully not too many things were lost in translation.:<

To everyone in the Recon Corps,

From Eren Jeager

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エレンの手紙 by 茶漬け美味

Eren’s Letter

Another novel translation because I realized I like suffering. Same author as the last one I translated, "Eren, I’m here". Because the way it was written this one was a lot more challenging so hopefully not too many things were lost in translation.:<



To everyone in the Recon Corps,



From Eren Jeager



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Why is it that people are willing to spend $20 on a bowl of pasta with sauce that they might actually be able to replicate pretty faithfully at home, yet they balk at the notion of a white-table cloth Thai restaurant, or a tacos that cost more than $3 each? Even in a city as “cosmopolitan” as New York, restaurant openings like Tamarind Tribeca (Indian) and Lotus of Siam (Thai) always seem to elicit this knee-jerk reaction from some diners who have decided that certain countries produce food that belongs in the “cheap eats” category—and it’s not allowed out. (Side note: How often do magazine lists of “cheap eats” double as rundowns of outer-borough ethnic foods?)

Yelp, Chowhound, and other restaurant sites are littered with comments like, “$5 for dumplings?? I’ll go to Flushing, thanks!” or “When I was backpacking in India this dish cost like five cents, only an idiot would pay that much!” Yet you never see complaints about the prices at Western restaurants framed in these terms, because it’s ingrained in people’s heads that these foods are somehow “worth” more. If we’re talking foie gras or chateaubriand, fair enough. But be real: You know damn well that rigatoni sorrentino is no more expensive to produce than a plate of duck laab, so to decry a pricey version as a ripoff is disingenuous. This question of perceived value is becoming increasingly troublesome as more non-native (read: white) chefs take on “ethnic” cuisines, and suddenly it’s okay to charge $14 for shu mai because hey, the chef is ELEVATING the cuisine.

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when you find that person that ships all of your ships, shame ships, and hates your NOTPs.

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「Enkeltbillet」カウントダウン配信(2) 松岡禎丞/高橋広樹/細谷佳正/竹内良太/川島得愛
http://www.otomate.jp/enkeltbillet/

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「Enkeltbillet」カウントダウン配信(2) 松岡禎丞/高橋広樹/細谷佳正/竹内良太/川島得愛

http://www.otomate.jp/enkeltbillet/

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